Awaken

Not 'til now did I realize

That I lived my life alone and disguised

I have found you this time without wonder

Your eyes, your lips, your heart and soul

Have filled my heart with the greatest thunder

That precious moment

When we gazed each other's eyes

I saw your soul

Such overwhelming joy, I have never known

Never before have I felt such bliss

As though never before have I been kissed

This feeling of warmth, of loves' happiness

Two souls meeting for the first time

Two hearts beating so sublime

You have awakened my mind, my heart, my soul

And for the first time.....

I know

Overwhelming Joy

I have often wondered if the day would come

That the clouds would drift to expose a warming sun

That day has come, that time is now

I saw it in your eyes;

And felt it; when I fell upon your lips

I felt the warmth

Of Overwhelming happiness

Of love

Of pleasure

Of joy

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Journey of Hope ; Faith Renewed

Meandering along life's hopes and dreams

Ever awaiting springs blossoms it seems

Heat of August

Chill of Fall

Darkness of Winter

Toils, et all;

Yet still, I hear the call

Springs renewal

Morning doves rejoice

Another beginning

Another voice

Planting seeds to nurture my soul

Tending the garden

Repair the hole

Rebuilding life's hopes

Renewing dreams

Hearing the words; louder now it seems

Somewhere toward the morning light

Sensing the path will soon be in sight

Guiding forces show the way

This path I must follow; never stray

Morning sun glistens the dew

Faith brings hope anew

Blades of grass shimmering life

Feeling worthy of the strife

The path is soft, it nurtures, and warms

Comfort in the robins' sweet song

I have found my place, my home; my life

How wonderful now to be alive

Emptiness Within

Always wondered

Often thought

Now I know

To be; it is not

Oh the pain,

The hurt

The emptiness

The hole it carved

I cannot embrace

I cannot face

The suffering

Wandering aimlessly

I stumble and fall

This cannot go on

It cannot be true

How will I survive without you?

Losing faith

Bleeding out; torn apart

Through the emptiness

Once my heart

Foreword: Journey from Hurt / Children of God, Enigmatic Soul

Children of God; Enigmatic Soul........ an Autobiography

Earthly life gone dark; begin anew

Heart grows stronger

My Kingdom renewed

Of the life

From the light

I am you

From Heaven; from Hell

Born to yourself

You are me; I am life

Side by side

Each with another

Together forever

No end to time

Two souls entwined

Our hearts sublime

You have searched for me

As I search for you

You have found me

One soul from two

I am within

Look deep to yourself

We are from one

And will always be

We are from one; we are of all

We will meet them again

We will be each other

We will join together

Sisters and Brothers

One with God; one with all

Our Kingdom is life eternal

All who have passed

All who are

All who will be

We are Children of God

Enigmatic soul